It has been so.long. since I've talked to y'all. I apologize, how have you lived without me? The last six weeks I have probably been in town about four days. Lets start from the beginning, shall we?
So the first week of summer break, me and my broha went to Seattle and truly danced our hearts out. It was probably one of the most amazing experiences that have occurred as of this point in my life. I haven't been so tired, excited, or hot than that single week. I truly died with fatigue, almost peed in anticipation, and exploded in a grotesque fountain of sweat.
It was truly an amazing week.
After dis most amazing experience I had very good friends come into town and we had many adventures in an extremely debonair fashion.
After DIS most amazing experience, I had the most life changing experience I have ever....well EXPERIENCED! As you probably know, I've been working at Little Lemhi scout camp this summer. Prior to working there, that sentence would have sounded exceedingly twatty but after being there I realize what life is all about. I haven't been away from home a lot and it was nice to work out my limits, how hard I can work myself and how hard other people can work me even after I would have given up. I learned how to serve other people with a smile, even when you just want to cry. Up in the middle of nowhere, you only have your reputation and your honor starts to mean a lot more to you.
I learned to be happier than I've ever been. I learned how family can be much larger than you think.
I also learned that it's corny, but all good things really do come to an end, even the greatest things that have ever happened to you. But part of having great stuff taken away is realizing that you do have the potential to be happy. You DESERVE to be happy. When you are always looking to serve, to find the good in other people, to see all potential in all God's creation, there's a certain satisfaction in knowing you are worth it to. Some of you might remember my little compliment rampage a few months ago. Well I guess this is round two. This is how I feel so sorry for the typos, this deserves to not be edited.
This paragraph is only meant for you. So everyone else stop reading, this is private!
You ARE worth it. You deserve to be loved. You can do what ever you want. The time to live your dreams is now. Today is the day you become one hundred times what you thought you could be. Leave it all behind because nothing should hold you down. You are better than you can imagine, and anyone who says differently doesn't deserve a second more of your time so drop em' like de hot! Let your light so blind the world, because your just that good.
In which my teenage self unloads his thoughts, wishes, discoveries, and talks a lot about horses and raw food.
